Thursday
My last day of classes. Wow. I didn’t expect to be saying that this soon. Catherine pulled up around 8am and we took off towards Charvieu one last time.



Of course, we had to talk about the news. She confirmed that we would be starting lockdown, but told me that the President also announced that people were allowed to travel for Easter. Thus, if I wanted to squeeze in one last trip I could. I just needed to be back by Tuesday. Catherine told me that she was absolutely shocked by the decision to close classrooms. Apparently, teachers preferred to have half classes instead of sending everyone home. Personally, I think the government finally made the most responsible choice. Those kids don’t wear their masks. They’re spreading COVID to each other and their teachers every day.

The staff room was abuzz when we arrived. Everyone was worried about how they would get work to their students. The principal, Mme Mille, gave a rallying speech to those in earshot.
Catherine and I went upstairs to class. I walked down the hall to meet with Géraut and give him the baby blanket I made a few weeks ago. He thanked me. I took my half of the class and we got started. Both groups were full of energy. We said our goodbyes and they asked me a few questions about France and my time here. They were particularly interested to know whether I thought France was better than the US. I tried to give a nuanced answer, but these kids don’t really get nuance haha. We finished class by going over some American slang.

Noury was cheerful as usual when I arrived in his class. He apologized for not having a surprise ready for me, he thought that he would have time to get it ready by next week. I told him that it was alright and that I appreciated the thought. For our last class, we watched the rest of Annie with Jamie Foxx. When the movie ended, Noury had the class stand up and give me a standing ovation. He said that he really appreciated my time in his class and that I did a great job with his students. I’ve really doubted my abilities here and hearing a colleague compliment my lessons and the things I shared with the students really meant a lot to me. I think that Noury was my favorite teacher to work with.
We walked together to the break room and talked about all the things I planned to do when I got back to the US. He was excited for me to start law school in the fall. He told me that he hopes to move to the US soon because he’s tired of teaching in France. He said that within the next year or so he at least plans to start a business venture in Morocco with a few friends because he has a house there. I did have to laugh because he said that he was surprised to see me today after the news the night before. He thought that I’d already be on a flight home. He told me I should get out of France as soon as possible. As the break drew to a close, we shook hands and said goodbye. I’ll miss getting to talk to him.
After break, I went and spent the hour with Catherine’s 5eme class. We all stayed together and we did the presentation on slang. The class had a lot of fun guessing what everything was even though it was a bit challenging for them. There were a lot of words that even Catherine didn’t know. Before I got going, we talked about what I would be doing when I went back to the US. The kids said they were sorry to see me go and would miss our time together. They all insisted that I come back to France and I said I’d consider it for work haha. After class, some students stayed behind to take pictures with me. It was really sweet.

Before going down to the 6eme class, I stopped in to say goodbye to Mme Mille. I thanked her for everything that she’s done for me while I’ve been at her school. I got her address so I can send her something in the mail when I get home.
Finally, I went down to see my last class. The 6eme greeted me with extreme excitement. They all agreed that they want to have an outdoor picnic with me next week if I’m still in the country- how could I say no? We talked for a bit about my plans and what I want to do with my life. They were very excited that I want to be a lawyer. They made me promise to keep them updated. For the rest of our time we talked about Boston and they absolutely loved the pictures. At the very end of class we did our goodbye photos. I got one with the whole class because they were my favorites. Then I did a bunch of individuals because every kid wanted one for their phone. As a special treat, I even took off my mask once before saying goodbye so they could see my face for the first time. I felt really sad saying goodbye. I really was not prepared for that yet.

When I got home I felt emotionally exhausted. I ate a light lunch and took a super long nap. When I woke up, I realized that I should get out and do some exercise. I ended up taking a walk around the village and mailing some letters. It was absolutely beautiful outside. Everyone was out enjoying the weather. There were basketball players on the court, pétanque games were everywhere in the square, and I constantly was walking by people and saying “bonjour.”




I got back from my walk just in time for my call with my friend. We got to go over all the craziness from the day before and talk through it. By this time I was feeling a lot calmer and was thinking more reasonably about it. I told them that I was thinking of leaving France in two or three weeks.

Our call ended just in time for me to make it to dinner with the Bodet family. Of course, we talked about the news. Both Daniel and Bernadette expressed that they were sorry my year in France had been so miserable. They both wanted me to be able to travel and “profite-bien.” Daniel made us some celebratory end of contract drinks nonetheless. They had rum, ice, citron syrup, and lemons- delicious. We enjoyed them as we watched the news and learned more about the upcoming confinement. The Bodets confirmed that I could travel from Friday to Tuesday. Bernadette told me that I needed to go even if I went alone, so I decided to pack my bags for Colmar the next day. After the news ended, we moved to the dinner table. There was a very cheese-y veggie casserole dish from Savoie paired with roast chicken and Savoie wine. We joked that even if I hadn’t traveled on a train, I had traveled France at their table.
At dinner we talked about our favorite American National Parks. Both Bernadette and I said Yellowstone and talked about our experience with bisons. She talked about her time at the Grand Canyon. Ianja did not believe her when she said how big it was so we had to look it up. He said the only part of the US he knew was New York city because of Spiderman. Daniel mentioned that he knew New York because of 9/11 and Bernadette agreed. They both remember watching the second plane hit the tower on live TV and said that the world completely changed after that day. It’s weird hearing that and knowing that most of my life has been spent in that completely changed world of heightened security and terror attacks. Though we had discussed 9/11 before, Ianja did not remember. He spent the rest of dinner watching old news footage and asking questions about the attack. I felt really strange about it because all throughout grade school that footage is played with clips from inside the towers. I remember sitting in 9th grade history, being shown a documentary and seeing people jump to their deaths- yet this little French boy had no clue the towers had even existed. It felt surreal.
When we finished our ice cream and cleared the table, I decided it was time to head home. I had a call and needed some downtime to myself to think over the day. I thanked them for everything and Bernadette reminded me to let her know when to pick me up Monday from the Meyzieu bus stop. I told her I would.
After a bit of alone time I had my weekly call. I felt so tired all of the sudden that I needed to just go to bed. I said goodnight, turned on some white noise, and fell asleep.





























































